Kan family.

I made this video today using Picasa. It's easy. =).

Gonna edit the captions. Too much names. haha. Soon. So do wait for the edited version. =)

Natasha Kan.

I miss my cousin, Natasha Kan! =(.
The next time I'll get to see her is Chinese New Year 2009!! Which is a loong way to go.
I suddenly just feel like seeing her now. She's close with me compared with my other relatives. Even since she was younger.

[The date is blocking her mouth. =(.]

Isn't she just adorable?

p.s Lisha, this is my "daughter". She has the same surname as me! =P

iPhone

Isn't this phone looks soo cool? =D. I suddenly feel like getting one! Haha. I like touch screen. I asked my mum, she allows me to get one, as long as I use my own savings. But I don't know bout my dad, haven't ask him yet. =(. I want to get one soon! *hopefully*.

Nightmares.

I have no idea why I'm having nightmares recently. It's like whenever I close my eye and fall asleep, it will come. Even short naps. I remember I slept for awhile during Physics paper, and I had a dream that I got into an accident. Well, that's not the only thing. I had weird dreams recently. I can't remember what but it's scary. I mean not those fantasy typeof dream, but it's realistic

Last night, I woke up by a shock and jumped off the bed at 4am!! It was the night before I have Physics and Chemistry paper the next day. After I woke up, I manage to sleep back. And I'm supposed to wake up at 5am usually ended up sleeping til almost 6am. I have to leave home by 6.15 or 6.20 or else I'll take over an hour to reach due to the jam. So yeah, I got to rush. And I felt so sleepy and tired that time, cause I did not have a good sleep. =(

Well, 4 friends of mine said that it's due to stress I'm having cause it's exam time now. But the thing is, I don't feel the stress! So I don't know.

Let's see what wikipedia gotta say about "Nightmare"
- dream which causes a strong unpleasant emotional response from the sleeper, typically fear or horror, being in situations of extreme danger, or the sensations of pain, falling, drowning or death.
- Sleepers may waken in a state of distress and be unable to get back to sleep for some time. (it happens to me at times)
- Eating before bed, which triggers an increase in the body's metabolism and brain activity, is another potential stimulus for nightmares (Ee Hwa! Read this part! =D)
- Such dreams can be related to physical causes such as .......(shorten it)....... stress in sleeper's life. (You all were right though! )
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And I found something new called Lucid Dream aka conscious dream. Dreamer can manipulate the dream environment without any limitations. Cool aye? Check out more

That's all for now. I'll update more soon. Trials is over on the 25th September. So I'll be back shortly. Chemistry, Add Maths, Moral to go!

It's 1.14am now! I was asleep on the couch earlier. Was waiting for my dad to be back for supper and I fell asleep. When my dad got back, my mum dragged me up and force me to go cause I didn't have dinner. So no choice, gotta follow. Am still full now, can't sleep yet. So here I am.

I lost the feeling on badminton last Sunday, I don't know why, hopefully I'll gain back that feeling this coming Sunday!! =)

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I've been letting you down, down
Girl I know I've been such a fool
Giving in to temptation
I should've played it cool
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

It can happen to
Anyone of us, anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to
Anyone of us, say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't take my heart will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake

The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

[adapt from the song Anyone of Us by Gareth Gates]

Yea, I made a stupid mistake.

p.s It's all my fault. I should not had let that happen. How dumb and stupid can I be. Darn. =(. I hope it'll be all over. And I'm sorry. I can't do anything else for now but to say sorry. I know it's not enough but it'll make up to you soon.

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Someone watching over me
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

I just like this song now. It gives me inspiration. I don't know but yeah.

Battle's up!

12th to 25th September is the first "war" I'm going to face as well as other 5th form students in my school. I'm not really fully prepared for it but will try my very best.
6th form is trials is on 15th til 26th

So therefore, I might not going to online within this period and this blog will not have any updates til the war is over.

see you all soon ppl. I'm off to get myself ready for the battle.

and to those who are sitting for the trials too, all the best!

p.s I'm into this song titled Anyone of Us by Gareth Gates

I'm having some problems in my mind now. Kinda got me distracted. But I'll try my best not to let it affect me. Hope it'll be all over soon. Can't wait til the trials over and see what's gonna happen.

Replies to tag

CK = hahah, yeah? wow, from Sifu became son! hahaha. That's amazing! You didn't really ask her right? That day also didn't partner her also. =(.
*comment : cannot be so naughty. It's already settled. So yeah. But the way be park, really feel like laughing. will show you the video one day. I recorded it. hahah.
Eva = yeah, it's in the workshop now, fixing the door. =(. I miss my car.
Teacher = Depends on the driver. In the school, it's that guy don't know how to park. See the way he park, you can "lol".
iynix = are you Soh WK? Or else who?
Bryan = yeah, what to do? =(. That L6Sc1's monitor or chairman, either one. Not sure.

My car went up to Singapore in that ugly condition. No choice cause my parents need to use. The accident happened on Thursday, went to Singapore on Saturday til Monday, and it went into the workshop on Wednesday. Not sure when will I get back the car though. =(. Total cost for repair is........ RM550! That's alot!

Went out for lunch today with CK and Sara today. Alice couldn't join us cause she got meeting. =(
Thank you for the lunch today, CK! =D. hahaha.

Just a quick update. =).