Sunday, November 22, 2009

At The Beginning


We were strangers starting out on our journey
Never dreaming what we'd have to go through
Now here we are and I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected what you did to my heart
When I lost hope you were there to remind me
This is the start

(chorus)
And Life is a road and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever
A Wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there whenthe storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

(chorus)

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
I know that my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

(chorus)

In the end I wanna be standing at the beginning with you


I like this song.. Quite meaningful though..

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Bukit Tabur 190909

A quick note..

It was an experienced. First time went climbing, hiking.. It's different than caving. 15 bunch of teenagers invaded Bukit Tabur / Klang Gate / etc... It was quite tough and took longer than expected.

Photos are up on Facebook and Hau Yeen's blog (part 1, 2 and 3) [thx Hau Yeen!]. I brought camera but didn't take it out cause there's 2 cameras already, so I can just grab it from them. (:

The weather was kinda on our side.. It rained early in the morning and our plan was almost canceled. Then later it stopped and we decided to proceed with the usual plan.. On our way down hill, it drizzled a little but stopped awhile after that.. Minutes after we got out from the jungle, it rained cats and dogs. Really glad it rained after we got out and not when we were inside.

It took us about 4hrs to complete the whole journey, up and down. I would say, coming down is harder than going up. haha.

I challenged myself that day.. doing things I never done before but it was all good. (:

Humans attended..
-> Car 1 - Sam, Ning Xin, Pui San, Ning Xin's brother
-> Car 2 - Kong Yee, Davis, Jun Yang, Ka Vian
-> Car 3 - Mei Wei, Ker Xin, Hau Yeen
-> Car 4 - Chee Yeng, Lai San, Kar Yan and me.

On top of one of the hill we climbed.

til then.
see ya!

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Mountain climb..



I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa


as I said on Facebook, "life is like climbing a mountain, you'll struggle, go through the rough and steep path until the top. but once you achieved it, everything will be easy".
This song describe it all. Agree.?

Life is not full of ups and downs (like a ferris wheel) but challenges you face just like the way up the mountain.
Everything in life of everyone is like this. Nobody's life is perfect unless you're God.

I know life is difficult,.. I've been telling myself and others to stay strong, and this sometimes makes me feel like a hypocrite.. Cause I don't think that I'm strong inside all the time..

I'm just afraid.. I may be hard on the outside, but on the inside, I'm soft at times.

bahhh, what am I talking.. Just feel like expressing things out..

What's the purpose of life.? (A question asked by a teacher).. I have no idea how to answer.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

a quick shoutout!

Happy Birthday Thee Kar Yan!

Have a blessed day, week, year ahead of you!

Take care and all the best!

I'm happy to know that you had a great time today..

It's my first time celebrate your day... =)

Sunday, July 26, 2009

very very quick updates

I know my blog's sick too.. It's currently in ICU surviving.

The title said it, very quick update so this post will be short.

18th July 2009 (Saturday)
Morning - Rakan Muda. Some sort of co-curriculum activity.
They had marching competition and also martial arts. I went to sch to discuss the performance with my class which was a total failure..
Anyway, Kendo won first prize under martial arts category. Well done. =).



Night - ESG Campfire 2009.
Had a great time that night. I'm joining scouts, Rovers this year. haha. Before the campfire, went for dinner at KLCC @ Little Penang Cafe..





25th July 2009 (Saturday)
Went to school to practice the performance again (which was bit failure but oh well..). While they were discussing, I asked Foong Yi out and she came! The rest didn't know she was coming. So I sort of gave them a surprise. Then we chit chatted awhile in class and head to Pavilion..
Decided to go for a movie, but the seats weren't good. So we then head for lunch at Pasta Mania (after deciding for ages...). Talked and talked, jokes, craps, and all...
We had a great time.. It has been a long time since I saw Foong Yi and we met up yesterday. =). We'll meet up again soon before you leave. I'll arrange for it. =).
*there isn't any photo for this day cause I got no camera. =(*

Anyway, OB night is coming.. Class performance is...... I got no comments.. Hope everything goes well.

Lotsa ppl getting sick these days which isn't a good thing. It's suspected that there's H1N1 case in my school. But it's not confirmed. So yea.. Pray hard ppl.

aite, till then. See ya!
adious!


found this photo and thought of posting it. =)

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Which to go.?


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Campfire or Bon Odori.? Which one which one.?
I want to go for both! But both event clash on the same day, 18th July! =(...

Sadd... Why is 18th special.? Even the Prime Minister is coming to SJI on that morning...

Sorry for the late updates! I have no idea what to blog. That's why..

On the other hand.. Got this quote from Karyan! Which kinda make sense. =).


thx Karyan! =)
till then, see ya!

I know my blog is dead literally... sorry. =(

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

blahs...

I have no idea what to blog out.

Was talking to Taryn last night and well, she kinda open my eyes for me.
I'm not sure bout some things, questions on my mind aren't answered yet.
Maybe the answer is clear and right in front of me, but I'm just not sure bout it.

Am thinking hard, hopefully I get to do the right thing.
As Taryn said, don't rush, one step at a time. =).
I tried to think last night, but there's no result yet.

I'm sort of on a split road, don't know which to go, which reminds me on the poem "Road Not Taken".

Just when I have the thought, then came a doubt sign. *haih*.
(okay, I have no idea what I'm saying)


On the other note, school hols is okay so far. Went out for 3 days.
1st - Old Town @ CM (KQ, Adeline, Eugine, David, Karyan, Li Ting, Hadi)
2nd - Mid Valley / Gardens (Li Ting, Karyan, Ivan)
3rd - KLCC / Old Town / McD (Felix, Hadi, Hisyam, Wesha, Faris, Hisyam's friend, Imran)

Had a great time with these ppl. Fun. =).

Thank you Taryn for helping me that night... =)

Hakka mee anyone.? I wanna eat! =)

I hope I can make the right decision...

Oh yeahh, last but not least, Happy Birthday Sue Zanne! It's your day!
You're officially 18 now! Hope you had a great day, years ahead! =). See you soon!

Thursday, May 28, 2009

History is repeating..

Does it happen to you before?

You feel like the time is going backwards where there was something that you experienced, and you are going to experience it again?

It may be something good or bad. If it's good then everything's fine.
However, if it's bad, then it's soo NOT! It'll be like some phobia or something.
You might be afraid when this going to happen, and you don't want to experience it again.

Well, it is happening to me now.. I just hope everything will be fine.

I'm a year older, wiser and matured. I shall face it with a grown up way, not like a child. Face the challenge! Have the courage and not give up!

Life is full of challenges. Stand up and fight for it, don't give up.
Live life to the fullest. Life is like a candle, short and limited. So enjoy while you still can.
Be patience when you want to do something. Don't rush everything, some things you must have patience to get it.

がんばってよ!

行ってきます。
じゃな!

私はそれを見て我慢できない..

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

....

My blog is officially dead! This will be so random! lol.

I have to set my goals right up, and must achieve it no matter what it takes!

Ignore all resistance, look straight up, a clear path can be seen.. Nothing is gonna get in my way.

Work hard, study hard, play at times but not too much.

I'm in L6Sc1 now, the challenge is up really strong. Pressure's on me to stay on that class' pressure. It can't be seen, it's not obvious but it's there, I know it.

Everyone's like normal, but in reality, we are all battling among each other.

Stay focus and no more distractionsss.. I got distracted past few days, now I gotta stay on foot, focus and do what I have and supposed to do.

That's all for now, really random.

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries


Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang telah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

p.s Kris Allen won American Idol! haha. 2 years in a row the person that I want to win won! :D
David Cook and Kris Allen.